29 June 2010:
一定要相信我,人是會變的。
Well, i suppose 2day i mean it in a postive way bah.tok w/ D didnt turn out so bad.
a lil changed person, he is.
:)
28 June 2010:
Now I really have no reasons to smile.
Found this on one of my senior’s table. She placed it as a post-it note, and had many different things besides this. Well this one really got me.First day of school and I am still as forgetful. Or maybe careless.
Really gotta teach myself a lesson soon. To not forget things.
Esp math WS. I finished doin, then left it on my table.
Luckily ms tan nvr colect 2day, or else I tink she’ll b angry.
I realy dun wan anymor of such tings liao lah.
Well nt tt I wanted it las time, but I didnt realy care las time.
Haiz soon streaming liao. worried.
realy hope I can get into 3sci clas. den mayb 1/2hum? depends on nxt time larh.
but I noe tt if I dun do well dur normal clas test etc, I am gona b so screwed.
so nw I even wan 2 4gt all those ppl, tt mak me care 4 nth.
thanks ah, nxt time I do btr.
ARGH. I am trying 2 post mor postive things liao.
ppl reading wont wan 2 kip reading grievances, rite?
so if I dun post 4 v long, den it wld most prob mean tt I hv nth postive lorh. :|
short one 2day, gota do other things liao.
Ciao!
24 June 2010:
I don’t think I’ll be posting 2moro, so this will be my last holiday post.
Holidays ending soon.On Facebook, more and more people r having statuses regarding.
Haha, standard de lah.
Ytd Ms Chan asked Wushu ppl hu havent finish hol Hw. Some raised up their hands.
Haha from behind i inched my hand up.
Too bad she didn’t see. :D
Hm, actually I don’t know what to blog about.
Just tt I’m a little bored here, so I jus decided to blog. :)
Oh n tt makes me tink of this: hw many ppl read my blog?
The (chinese) ppl counter shows 叁捌捌, which is 388 actually, but how many r nt by me?
Nt tt i trying 2 cheat lah, but when i refresh 4 new posts, it counts me in.
or when i add scripts (esp by me cos i duno hw it works) i kip on refreshing.
戴陽天、袁帥 wil be on radio soon. Srsly lah, i duno y ppl get so attracted to him leh. No offence arh. but srsly jus cos he looks gd den ppl like him?
of cuz lah, he does act okay. but i stil tink he is like very “lucky” tt he can hv so many fans.
oh btw i’ve added a new widget on my blog. by IsParade Japan. Dun ask me y the name so weird.
Well it searches twitter 4 updates by ppl w/ “Bonamana” as keyword, then show them marching. Cool n cute rite?
oh n i jus realised the meaning of “(Y)”. haha means thumb-up, rite? wel i dun use MSN lah, so i didnt noe at1st.
hehe k lah tt’s all for nw.
PS: what color scheme shld i use 4 my new blogskin? main color???
23 June 2010:
After a “sad” post, today’s one is slightly happier.
There is only a few days to the end of the June holidays. Haiz y time so fast?Not all holiday homework done leh. How?
Top story for me 2day wld be tt WW no more teaching us. Yay.
Althou she was ok lah, but erm … not tt gd.
The new cher wil b a permenant de, so at leas we no nid kip changing.
2JT swap class w/ us.
Siao larh the VP (oops haha). Really mah. She somehow taught of 2EP leh. As in, 2BN isn’t it closer to the canteen?
Haha 2BN, no offence against u. :)
my blog renovation abit put on hold lah. gt 2 finish up hol hw 1st so sad. :(
actually i damn excited liao lorh. cos i now learning jQuery (new language) so tot can use now.
shei zhi dao hav to wait.
so seems like for the time being my blog wil stil b as it is lorh.
hm but mayb I shall change somethings larh.
hm see how lorh.
ARGH wat am I blogging about ah?
like random ramblings.
cannot.
whoa 2day pissed LN and Y lorh. too bad luh, I v slow learner.
took lik damn long to finally learn the quan properly. duno y leh but my brain lik shut off aft 2nd part.
jus cnt rmb 3rd part, and 4th lah of cuz.
as for the TJsword, haiz, very complicated leh.
coach say tt by dec wil noe hu can compete.
which means tt by then wil “kick off” some ppl, in a way.
realy hope I can compete leh.
tis yr I doing 42, start from scratch de.
somemore gt R, duno whether can do btr than him.
he stil gt outside traning …
k lah tt’s all 4 tis post.
我知道真的不好,不過《下次再見》會推遲些。很可惜,大綱都出來了。現在我就在想,要不要在「新」的博客出來後,連續推出《下》。
21 June 2010:
You Suck.
如果你有讀的話。我真的不明白你爲什麽要這樣做。
我認識你蠻久了,對嗎?
你的性格我非常瞭解。
你要是不願意的話盡可不要做啊,何必管
中秋節
呢?
到最後,你難道真的會履行諾言嗎?
我很難相信。
我是有多么痛苦,你不會知道。
在朋友群當中,你比我行。
這我沒打算跟你爭。
只是,你爲什麽要「過河拆船」呢?
難道在你的眼中,那麼多年的友誼就只這樣?
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如果你有讀的話。
我真的不明白你到底在做什麽。
爲什麽那簡訊里,你的態度跟你見到我的態度有著180的不同呢?
也許「他」在場,不過你有必要做到這樣嗎?
這樣也只是讓我覺得你很口是心非呀。
我們之間的戰爭不是好事呢。
可是我不知道爲什麽你跟我之間就是只能以這種方式「溝通」。
對我來說,我盡力了。對我來說,你根本不管。
對你來說,也許你也盡力了。對你來說,也許我根本不管。
看吧。
就是這個樣。
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The class camp was … haiz.
Although I must say that the planners did deserve credit, but seriously speaking lah it really was very làn leh.
Okay okay, well maybe I can’t plan as well if I were the one, but …
Lots of events were not done, which may be a good thing after all. Haha.
At least we boys bonded … sort of. :D
I must say Ant was quite smart, eh? Brought a small small bag.
We really didn’t need anything. Sleeping bag? No. Clothes? No.
Haha we didn’t sleep at all. (Well except me that dozed off for a while.)
Also we didn’t shower. Haha.
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Oh and also my blog will undergo a revamp :D
Real excited bout this. :D
Well I read up on CSS again, so now I know how to do a bit more stuff.
And also I got myself a free HTML editor that’s real useful, so that will make it easier for me.
But actually I don’t really know if I should shut it off for a while, or edit it here and there.
Hmm. Let’s see how. First let me finish my homework. :O
@ernest: yup. my style lah.
10 June 2010:
下次再見將在下個禮拜繼續。:
I’d like to do an assessment of myself.
Attitude: C. Random outbursts, horrible temper, ignoring people when unhappy, extremely sarcastic, very stubborn at times …Studies: B-. Do good only in some subjects, suck greatly in others, give up on hated subjects, laziness habit that kicks in at wrong times, …
Fashion sense: F. What was I thinking, getting only 2 short pants for the whole year …? Now I have no way of matching polo tees. And, what was I thinking, buying 3 polo tees?!
General: D. Double-sided, cunning (in some ways), stupidly foolish (people who know me well should know, I guess?), lame (wrong jokes – if they can be called jokes – at wrong time), …
Maybe we should all do such self-assessments once in a while.
Plenty of “:O” faces, I’m sure.
Oh, and sorry Blogger, perhaps your server was too busy. Argh. Why am I apolosing to a website? I just feel so ... weird as of now. :|
Anyone there ...? Comment at Cbox ...?
8 June 2010:
Update!
1. I'm trying to re-learn HTML, CSS, and (most importantly) JavaScript. Maybe I could even try to learn Ajax.2. 《下次再見》3很快出爐!. Hehe.
4 June 2010:
Dear “secrets”, I really don’t know how to react to you:
You seem like a good friend to me, don’t you? Well, no.In school, your attitude is so different from what it was outside school. You go against me almost every time there is a chance to. At first I thought it was because you were just “having fun”, so I didn’t mind that much.
A year later, it really hasn’t changed. This made me wonder whether you really are “playing” with me. Or are you purposely avoiding me, for some reason or another?
I really don’t know. You either be cold as ice to me, or be very friendly all of a sudden.
What kind of explanation can be given for such behaviour? I really don’t know.
Oh yes, another thing here, I don’t like being a friend that you use to compare, win, and jeer at. I’m quite sure that you know that I don’t jeer at you (or at least I do it jokingly). You do it with intent, and I seriously find it hard to believe that “you are joking” with me.
Perhaps I should not think of reasons for you anymore. I should just attribute all your eccentric behaviour as a form of going against, be it for fun or not. I am really tired putting up with your “attitude swings”. What do you treat me for huh?
If you noticed, I seldom do really get angry with you. It’s not that I don’t, actually. It’s that I try not to. I could have, but I felt that you are still quite important to me, so I should not let my temper have its way.
So if you are reading this post, and know I am talking about you [“secrets”], can you perhaps try and clarify things with me? I know that sounds a little selfish: it was me that wanted an answer, but I’m expecting you to ask me. Well, I’ll tell you this, I might / might not be selfish, but I’m sure that it’ll help greatly if you could take the first step.
Make anything you want out of this: I will feel sad, but I won’t feel a pity.
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至於武術呢……
今天有DSA的人來到中正。當中就有2人是打太極的。他們都是打42太極的:年紀比我小,程度比我深。咳……哈哈。於是咯,我就是要快點學好42!
今天不懂爲什麽我非常的不認真,把兩位教我的人給氣壞了(哈哈)。尤其是學拳時,呵呵。不過真的啦,今天學的第二段的確是有點難。再加上我平時不是一個 quick learner,所以就需要慢慢來。太極已經有夠慢了,哈哈。下個星期沒有武術,打從心裡說啦,是蠻可惜的。一個禮拜沒有練,雖然是可以讓腿部肌肉快點好起來,不過肌肉可能過於鬆弛,那也不好。
今天教練突然說有看我們控腿,哇!全部人嚇到咯。然後快點壓腿快點練控腿前後的動作。哈哈。
:) 「失敗並不可悲,人生的悲哀是身臨絕境卻毫無意識,甚至自以為勝。」
2 June 2010:
Wushu was nothing like what I expected to be, as mentioned in my previous post.
So it turns out that I was wrong. Hehe. Wushu wasn't really that tiring after all, of course there was the strenuous part.Haha. 基本功 was not a problem (not saying that I'm good at it though), I somehow felt that I have improved it. Haha. oh but as usual lah, 跳躍動作 could have killed me lorh. All the jumps and "flying". haha.
還有還有……太極酷斃了!!!!!okay lah, maybe it wasn't tt cool after all, since it's all 慢動作 haha. but still, I learnt some more moves, and the S1s learned somemore moves! haha lol. 2day I slacked a little, only did the 太極基本功 with them. actually I'm supposed to teach them (sort of) and make sure they know. but stil, quite slack luh. I ended up teaching juNyinG a little of 雲手. but stil during tt time I kept saying "Hey, that's me in the mirror!" (sense the "excitement" in my voice)
Haha totally spastic and retarded and lame, but somehow it stil made 2 people laugh. Well... haha. :D
Hmm, next lesson, I really need teach them properly liao, or else not fair to the other 3. :D but i must say the S1s were not like me at all: they were easy to teach and understood things fast. not like me, blur blur de haha. so hopefully they can quickly show to coach their 24. make her "WOW". lol.
today seems like a happy day to me. :) what about night? stil a mystery though.
《下次再見》將在(最多)兩天后有新進展! :D kk, that's all. :D
oh but still,
ANYONE HAS BONAMANA LYRICS IN KOREAN?
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《下次再見》終於有了第一章!!!
Phew I finally typed out the first part of the story. so hopefully you can read it and give comments in the Cbox k?Otherwise ... well, it serves as a kind of practice. :D
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:D las nite i had a nice dream. i was w/ my gd fren's best fren (hehe, like v confusing hor). anw, we were together outside back gate of sch, and walking. the funy ting was tt >she< was there too. wonder y huh? :D haha but it was stil nice somehow.
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l8r wushu. -.- i now realy dun wan 2 do the 跳躍動作, but too bad luh... i realy jus wan do taiji... somemore now got 2 new ppl, can spend more time teaching them mah... zzz. i realy hope 2day coach dun get me to do agn in front of almost all of wushu ppl.
ytd jus read a bk saying tt u wil perform simple tasks when others r watching, but 4 diff tasks u nid less attention. best, no attention. althou the experiment was conducted on cockroaches (?!), but i tink it's v true lorh.
i realy tink (w/o reading tt bk yet) tt i did worse the second time. the fact is, i can't do all those difficult actions. (isn't tt y i m doing so gd in taiji compared to others?)
haiz, i oso hope tt the coach wont b so "bad" (k lah, actually she is v gd, w/ no sarcasm here) to us, by letting us do all the 跳躍動作. thou i noe tt most wld want it.
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Please tell me the webpage if you have k? I searched a lot of sites but dun hv. too bad i dun noe korean.
1 June 2010:
絞盡腦汁、費盡心思:
不定時的出爐,不過保證故事扣人心弦。
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What I am doing now: a type of post which I never liked to do.
I don't know why, but I have never liked those kind of posts that have people typing about what they did. Because normally it'll be some ordinary stuff like schooling or the sorts, and I (obviously) won't like reading all this stuff everytime I'm in someone's blog.But today, I surprisingly want to do this kind of post. Hmm, I also dunno why.
Actually ... I feel of this post like an update to people about me (although I don't think anyone would be bothered).
Been reading 1984. You may want to click on the link to find out more about the book. I actually started reading this book because of Ms Quek (for those of you that know her), after she introduced us to
And also ... I've also started on Twitter. Well actually not really started, but resumed. 6 months ago I "gave up" on using Twitter. Haha.
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HOLIDAY HOMEWORK!
Math was fun, okay... Physics was easy at first, then became confusing... English...! Haven't started. :( (我不想做華文功課,看到就sian) Haven't started on any Humanities hw too. Hmm. I really should get started. :D