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As for secondary school friends, I can think of a few that are probably willing to do so. However, they are much busier than me and probably have their own set of problems. I don't wish to trouble them further.
“Things are rough all over.” I guess it's true that in life we have ups and downs, and for me currently it's a down period. Or as the maths nerd in me likes to put it, my life is now the graph of y = sinx, π < x < 2π. The thing is that I don't know what x-coordinate I am on now, and if I have already reached the worst point at x = 3π/2.
Since I am a Buddhist I believe in karma. And these few days I've been thinking: could all these things be karma for some bad deeds I've did in the past or in my past life? I probably will never get to know the answer.
I don't know if it's a temporary moody phase, but I fear that my depression has returned. Definitely it makes things worse for me and I become more pessmistic. This, of course, is counterproductive and horrible to deal with.
I really hope, therefore, that it's just due to this short period of stress and not a permanent one. Otherwise I really don't know how I'm going to deal with it. (Okay perhaps I would seek others' help if really need be.)
TTFN.