20 June 2012:
Big blogpost off.
Let's just say it's not a good time for me. So I decided to call off the blog post, delete the draft. You may say I'm just slacking, okay then.This seems to me like rough period #2 of year 2012. Of course I understand that's it's impossible for every year to pass by with only happy events. There will be times where life is just below the x-axis. (Not funny? Don't laugh.) But it certainly sucks when it's one of those times.
It's the school holidays. I'm supposed to be having a break, while of course studying for O Levels later this year. This week is week 4. Week 1 to 3 were alright. In fact, they were rather pleasurable. Thus far, this week just sucks.
Previously when I had twitter, I would probably send out 100 tweets / min, articulating my depressed state. Occasionally people would show their concern; of course, the majority would still regard my postings as crap or whatever else they regard it as.
Without twitter, I certainly don't have an outlet to vent. It's not that I'll be creating one anytime now. People would certainly not follow someone who vents all the time, immediately after re-creating an account.
I just hope that school will start soon, and I have less of these problems. With the start of term 3, I will (hopefully) be drenched in piles of homework or revision or books, so that I can blind myself from things that suck.
Maybe sometimes being a nerd isn't that bad.
TTFN.
This guy J that Istalkfrequently visit his profile is feeling down too. I can tell he's having it worse than me. Well I hope he would be better soon. Of course, he certainly won't read this, cos he doesn't even know who I am.