11 April 2012:
As of today it's two weeks to MYE.
And ... I'm not prepared.I don't want to think of how badly I'll do for this paper, especially after unsatisfactory common test results.
I'm aiming for a 6-pointer, but I should probably wake up and realise that it's almost impossible to achieve that considering my standard now.
Of course, lots of seniors always say that "it's alright", things will be better as the O Level draws closer. Really? I don't know, I'm rather afraid.
This year I have tried to buck up. I'm not sure it's working.
My problem is that I often can't express the answers properly. That sucks. It sucks because if the examiners were to ask me the questions in conversation, I could probably manage 80% of it. But the moment it comes to writing, I'm completely invalid.
Sometimes, I explain too little. The teacher would say it's incomplete, or place carets. Other times, I explain too much. I write so much crap, and waste my time.
How like that?