19 May 2010:
this thing is really getting me crazy.
i don't understand why can't you treat everyone fairly.
secrets. frankly speaking, i m pissed with ur secrets.
yes, i can't force u to tell me, but can u stop the tormenting?
can u stop showing such bias standards openly.
it pains me.
what, exactly, did i do wrong?
i just don't understand.
wat brought abt the sudden extreme change in ur attitude towards me?!
since then, i just became a form of comparision.
well, i suppose u used me for the rite purpose. since i m losing to u most of the time.
mayb tt makes u happy. i don't know.
i rly hope all of tt cn stop.
there's not much time left.