28 March 2010:
Wushu Competiton / MYE / My Blog
［關於《中國人／新加坡人》：我真希望能夠繼續讓那個post維持在上面。讓更多人看到。］e wushu comp is starting in <2 wks. dere r 12 ppl comp. in my event.
guess wat? my thigh starts 2 hurt nw. yaya, it mite sound lyk an excuse.
but hey, tis realy scares me nw. whenever i do 控腿 (nvm if u duno wat tt is), my leg (esp right) wil tremble.
i srsly duno y. it isnt sppsed 2 b lyk tt.
hw am i gg 2 comp lyk tt?! surly alot of marks wil be deducted. :(
luckily 2day it's btr. hopefuly itll stay liddat 4 e rest of e days.
but stil, i donot hv confidence. my 控腿 isnt v high: it jus passed e requirement nt long ago.
im sur therell be ppl hu cn do tt much higher lor. :(
e sec sch avg 4 24Taiji is 7.smth marks. i realy hope i dun gt a 6.
教練 has been teling me tt i m v stiff. my hands are lyk hving a cramp (?!)
hw am i gg 2 comp lyk tt?!
but stil i dun understand. 2 me it's all ok, but she stil has lots 2 say.
w worst thing is, i duno hw to change. evtm i change on e spot, it doesnt stay.
haiz, i realy hope tt my standard wil smhw improve by e time e comp starts.
呢個係我最真誠嘅希望，祈求你可以讓我得高分。如果你幫我，我願意食一月嘅齋飯。
i noe tt prayer ws realy insincere, lyk im trading with e Buddha. but i m @ a wit's end (smth liddat), so i realy duno hw.
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e MYE is coming in <2 mnths. 說實在的,i m noway prepared.
sur i do hv a "study timetable" (which is unfairly planned by me), but i hv nt started.
aft e comp, i oni hv 4 wks 2 study.
then there's art too.
wkends used 2 be TV whole day, nw it's hw/prac whole day and night.
i m already waking up much earlier 2 use e time 4 stuff liddat.
現在我真的希望有一個時間銀行。能讓你借／換時間。
im sur lots of ppl wld wan tt too.
althou i wldn't wan goeg nxt yr, i hv no choice but 2 study it well tis yr. e streaming are al acording 2 results by merit; if i fail geog, there's no hope for me gg 2 a 3sci stream.
sm goes 4 my lit. i jus duno hw ppl cn do so well 4 lit. 4 geog, well, it's jus memorizing isnt it?
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so bcos of MYE, i tink i m gonna stop my blog 4 awhile. u cn cm n leave comments but i mite nt b able to rep. i realy nid 2 study liao, can't play e fool @ tis moment.
so b4 i leave my blog alone till duno wen, i wld wan 2 祝 al e ppl lyk me 加油. 我們一起拼搏！
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[oh n i wont b posting bout e camp liao lah. too long + nth much 2 say.]