20 May 2016:
will be closed indefinitely.
Frequent readers of my blog would probably realise that my past few posts have taken on a much darker, melancholic tone. In the past few months I have been having a less than good time, with various contributory factors.Back then, I would channel my inner thoughts / insecurities / anger onto my blog. This used to work, back when the people I interacted with were generally 好人 (for a lack of a better descriptor). That is no longer the case anymore.
For the first time I actually have to consider whether or not people mean the things they say / do, or is there more below the surface. Now, not everyone I meet comes with good intentions; some are out to use or be used.
And as a beginner to this 'game', I am lost. What happens? I think and over-think. I have many things I'd like to type here, like the 'good old days'. I want to write hard-hitting posts, or comment on events.
But now, I fear. I fear that one day what I say here will be used against me, or to somehow tangentially prove certain conclusions that I had never thought of. And so, I will be shutting down this channel.
To friends who have constantly read my blog, sorry but there won't be anymore posts in a while. If you do want to know what's going on in my life, why not contact me by other means? I'm sure I'll appreciate your gesture as well.
As a 'status update', 「『認真你就輸了。』我太認真，所以我輸了。」 And so, while I head off to lick my wounds,
TTFN.
P.S.: I have run this blog for six years. Six. Years. Wow.